as i must stay pretty stagnant and i cant really lie down, cos then i'll wake up with a massive dizz.
might as well just blog since im on the comp.

I've realised, that as soon as I let go, i saw the lighter side of things, and tt things got better.. through those trying times, friends drop me msgs now and then.. close ones, and not so close ones as well, makes me feel fortunate.. and at work too, though it seems like a lot of tension building up.. but de bond btwn the colleagues got better..

I'm now.. face-booking, blogging, and watching brothers & sisters on starworld.. wells, i should be resting really.. will do so, later on, going to head dwn to the doctor, cos i cant stand my body breaking down on me this way..

Do you know that watching tv is great? I mean, besides entertainment sake, i feel that the scriptwriters, put an awful lot of thought into what goes into saying, and the feelings that go into it.. When watching tv, or drama, or whatsoever, i pay alot of attention to what the characters say to each other.. then i'll think through it.. and see how much sense it makes.. hahas, well, thats just me.. I figured, that if there was nothing else i could do, i'd probably write..

I guess no matter where I go, I'll do just fine. Because i figured, i've been putting down myself way too much, when in fact, I do deserve the credit for at least trying.. and i'm sure alot awaits me.. And i shouldn't have to look too far, because wherever i go, there'll be people who thinks im special, and truly wish for my happiness.

oh meishan, prolly we could direct hana-yori-dango singapore-style. hahas. random thought there.