its funny how we always gave ourselves excuses, justifying each and every thing we do, be it good or bad.

its funny how we go, although im not this this this, at least i do this this this.

its almost hilarious how we say we'd do something in our free time, when fact is we should be doing it all the time.

And the most, appalling, is when we only think of Him, when everything else gets the best of us,
when we are faced with problems, and not know who else to turn to. When we should be thinking of Him at all times, in our worst and best times, and thank Him for the good times he has blessed us with as well.

Ahhh, we are only humans they say, we always forget. Forget that at the end of the day, fun and merry-making times in the world, are just those of worldly wealth.

to each his own, i believe. but each time i think about, the times i procrastinated, the countless times i gave excuses, i cant help but think, perhaps i did deserve all of these. flawed as we are as humans, that its human to err, to make mistakes and learn from it, God did give us brains, and we, the most intelligent creatures, often misuse it, and then we keep convincing ourselves that its fine.

Dont mind me. I'm just going through a phase where my mind is wandering all over. Feeling happy. sad. disgusted. confused. and everything else. But im fine.. haha