you see. i haven't been eating properly. not because its on purpose, its just tt sometimes i dont have the time to eat breakfast, get too lazy for lunch, and only have dinner. and then, you know how much i've been trying to lose the fattadiculous (new word) weight.. hahas. dont know whether it has any effect (I HIGHLY doubt so). hahas. damn, i so wished i can go back to being as sporty as i was back in primary sch, whr i took part in running, netballing amongst everything else. by secondary sch, i got lazy all thanks to st johns. NYAHAHAHAS. but now, i'd love to jog, do kick-box, aerobics, cardio-workouts and all. but stupid asthma is getting in the wayyy. i really do not want to be the frail, weak, sickly person you guys always see. hmmms. just a thought before hitting the pillows. nights. <3