its a been a long time since i've talked bout me, myself and i. its been quite a journey thus far, some was anticipated, some caught me off guard. nonetheless, each and every one of it became a learning point for me. i've realised that, there are a lot of things, that won't go the way you plan it to be. We can only make plans, whether or not it materializes, will depend on our efforts and whether its meant to happen.
I've also learnt that i want to do a whole lot of things. I want to work with children, with the old, with the disabled, with the less fortunate. I want to learn different languages, sign language even. Sounds abit hard to believe, but i've always wanted to do what i can within my means to help others, simply because im aware that they are having a much harder time than i am. If i look upon these actions, and choose them over having fun or doing things a 20yr old is "supposedly" supposed to do, im deemed as someone whose taking life far too serious. i guess, to each his own. I dont know where to start yet, but im sure somewhere along the way, i'll fulfil them bit by bit.
Perhaps, yes, im never a person to say no to others, and when i do, it eats me up so bad, as if i've done something gravely wrong. whats seen as a good trait to others, is a flaw to myself. i would pretty much go to great lengths to make sure my family and friends are happy. whether or not its true, i guess you guys have to be the judge. i wouldn't say im selfless, because otherwise, i wouldn't be telling someone else to get rid of my own stresses. haha.
am i hell of a gem? nyahahas. i wouldn't say so, because everyone is truly special in their own ways, otherwise, this planet would be pretty boring. haha. loads of aspirations, and if i try, i'm pretty sure, someday, i'll attain them. eh, is this a pretty narcissistic post? ok, shall stop here then. :)
I've also learnt that i want to do a whole lot of things. I want to work with children, with the old, with the disabled, with the less fortunate. I want to learn different languages, sign language even. Sounds abit hard to believe, but i've always wanted to do what i can within my means to help others, simply because im aware that they are having a much harder time than i am. If i look upon these actions, and choose them over having fun or doing things a 20yr old is "supposedly" supposed to do, im deemed as someone whose taking life far too serious. i guess, to each his own. I dont know where to start yet, but im sure somewhere along the way, i'll fulfil them bit by bit.
Perhaps, yes, im never a person to say no to others, and when i do, it eats me up so bad, as if i've done something gravely wrong. whats seen as a good trait to others, is a flaw to myself. i would pretty much go to great lengths to make sure my family and friends are happy. whether or not its true, i guess you guys have to be the judge. i wouldn't say im selfless, because otherwise, i wouldn't be telling someone else to get rid of my own stresses. haha.
am i hell of a gem? nyahahas. i wouldn't say so, because everyone is truly special in their own ways, otherwise, this planet would be pretty boring. haha. loads of aspirations, and if i try, i'm pretty sure, someday, i'll attain them. eh, is this a pretty narcissistic post? ok, shall stop here then. :)