before i start dwelling. let me first give my deepest thanks to my dearest family for getting me the adidas watch. i hope it didnt cost you guys much, you guys shouldn't have but thanks, i love you all (:
another hour before turning 20. beats me as to why, im suddenly overwhelmed by a certain degree of uncomprehended sadness.. feeling the need to get out of here, for as long as it takes. just get going.. its getting too much to handle.. why are we trying so hard to be strong? at the end of the day, what does being strong get you? i'm..... my birthday wishes, are those of the prayers i make. never for myself, except those of forgiveness. but yet all of worlds' own, never fail to break my spirit, mind, and soul..
HAPPY ADVANCE 20th, siti nur zakiah. (:
another hour before turning 20. beats me as to why, im suddenly overwhelmed by a certain degree of uncomprehended sadness.. feeling the need to get out of here, for as long as it takes. just get going.. its getting too much to handle.. why are we trying so hard to be strong? at the end of the day, what does being strong get you? i'm..... my birthday wishes, are those of the prayers i make. never for myself, except those of forgiveness. but yet all of worlds' own, never fail to break my spirit, mind, and soul..
HAPPY ADVANCE 20th, siti nur zakiah. (: