I'm tired of trying to hold some friendships together. Yet I kept trying, so damn bloody hard. At the end of it, no matter how many hundreds of friends you make on facebook, and other social networks, you only have that few that stick with you through it all.

I hate how relationships, often steals the limelight of friendships, when its the friendship that often, sticks up for the crap relationships put you through. Get my hint don't you. I guess when it comes to friendships, and you've given all the possible energy, lift every muscle, squeezed every brain cell, to make it all work, but it doesn't, then, probably its a friendship that wasn't meant to last. Pretty contradictory, to what i posted earlier, about having great friends, well, i still have them. But we always had to come to this, something, i can never fathom, but yet it does happen. I'm saddened, but thats the way things are.