so quite a few things happened over this week, giving my 1-wk's notice, wrking 12-hr shifts for my last week, amongst everything else.. am i sad to leave lilly? well, you can say that its pretty much obvious on my face, tt i'm happy to leave.. not because the place is that horrendous, to be honest there's only 2 reasons why i stayed on: 1) the pay, and 2) colleagues, whom i can call friends too.. people are aware of me leaving.. some questioned why, while others wish me all the best.. if i add my attachment period + as locum, i've worked there close to a year i guess.. its time to move on! fyi, i'll be starting my work at SGH, this coming week.. wish me all the best (:

why did i say i've grown up? going to places alone, was NEVER ME. i repeat, im not your independent girl. but lately i've been going to places alone, even to most unfamiliar places, and though its deemed sth minor, im pretty pleased with myself o.O, and secondly, i was never the type to stand up for myself, i guess showing the cntract to his face, writing in emails of complaint to the agency, and to the online shops, made me feel wooahhh, i can do this! hahas.

what can i say, i may be small-sized (not really, idiot), short, i must constantly remind myself, i'm 20, i must do myself justice, by showing that i'm one.