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- Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 9:02 PM


words often hurt like a stab in the heart.
i've felt it more than once.
and i was sure, i wouldnt wanna go thru it again.
at times, i felt like running away.
at times, i felt like doing something about it.
a friend once described me like a broken mirror,
as straight-up that may be, im pretty sure, tt defines me.
clear, and bright on the outside. yet seemingly, fragile.
as much as i wished i wasn't part of this, wasn't part of your life,
it was under God's will that i am here.
no matter how much this is going to hurt me, its sth i have to live thru,
bear with, and hang in there.
I used to love you dearly, heck, i probably love you still, afterall, im your flesh and blood.
but everytime you say those words, im losing piece by piece of myself,
and my love for you fades away day by day.
then there were days, i didnt feel like being around you anymore.
sins are mine, faults are mine.
im brave enough to acknowledge,
yet you won't even bother to hear my cries of pain.


should i post up my rebonded hair, yes i did it. my hair's no longer a virgin hair. cos i finally did sth with it. or should i wait till u guys meet me in person? hmmms. suggestions?


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