My sins, were I but to ponder them, are copious.
But greater yet is my Lord's forgiveness:
In my righteous deeds lies not my expectation,
But in the mercy of Allah have I anticipation.
"be firm, steadfast and balanced. the best part of the religion, is the easiest of it."
was it sth we brought upon ourselves, when we made it seem difficult to get through this. was it something, we kept giving excuses after excuses, running away farther each time. so conflicted, i am.................................